-DreamYumE-

2009-11-20T10:56:00.002+08:00

Having java lesson now,
its like so boring and the room is like so cold...
i dont like java lesson...
its so boring and the teacher talk until very sian.
then like not much ppl listening to him oso...
sian lorhs...
D:

Ytd my mother talk to mi,
then keep ask mi random questions..
wah lao..
v irritating..
then i damn pisssed off wif her.
then i dont really feel like talking to her..
and then i shout at her -shy-

i dont know why im getting more n more impatient wif my family members..
its like...
whoever of the family members talks to mi i will like pissed off..
even though wad they say is like nth wrong wif it..
:x

ytd my mother come to mi when i playing comp then...
my mother come and ask mi,
"you do your homework le nots?!
dont keep play comp!"
then i say no have homework larhs...
then she ask mi
"When ur exam coming?
how come u keep play no exam like tat no nid study de"
then i was like wtf is wrong wif her
LOL
:X
I start sch only like...
how many weeks only....
about 1 month nia?
then she keep ask mi exam nots?!
wth..
whr got ppl start sch awile jiu exam exam exam de -.-ll
she sot!!

D:
then i pissed off wif her then she say
i keep giv her the diao face
;eeks
D:

Ok so wellll~
now the java teacher still teaching craps and like no1 is listening like tat lorhs...
only a few ppl listening to him...
and then he keep say his stupidddd java de coding have problem...
then since got problem he still talk so much..
cant he just like change it?
he stupiiiiiddd larhs!
wan make then make correct de answer marhs..
whr got teacher teach wrong tings de lorhs!
stupidddd sia D:

2008-10-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

Quarrelled with my grandmother just now...
she sucks a lot!
i hate her!
why am i so unlucky as to have her as my grandmother?!
WHAT BAD DEEDS DID I DO TO BE SO UNFORTUNATE!!
i pity my father for having such a mother!
he had to live with him for a longer period of time than mi..
so...
should i count myself as lucky?
since she was going to die soon? [assumption]
lol..
im bad to curse her? x.x~

oh well..
she sucks..
that's all i can say...
everyday..
when i reach home she was making a nuisance!!

she don't know how to go home...
AND YET!
she keep says that she wanted to go out when my maid just brought her out a moments ago?!
and when i ignored her,
she scolded me!
there was even one time that she saw people passing-by..
AND SHE ASKED THE PERSON TO HELP OPEN THE DOOR!
AS IF SHE WAS BEING TRAPPED IN THE HOUSE AND BEING ILL-TREATED BY US!
WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON WITH HER!
ITS SUCHS A DISGRACE!

SOMETIMES!
EVEN WHEN I IGNORED HER!
SHE SCOLDED ME!
AND WANTED TO HIT ME!?
I REALLY WONDERS..
DOES SHE THINKS THAT I'M STILL THE YOUNG GIRL AT THEN THAT DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO RETALIATE?!

SHE WANT TO SHOUT AT ME?!
I SHOUT AT HER WITH DOUBLE LOUDNESS!
SHE SCOLDED 1 LINE
I SCOLD BACK 5 LINES!
I EVEN CALLED THE POLICE ONCE WHEN I CAN'T TOLERATE WHAT SHE HAD DONE ANYMORE!

today when we are having dinner...
she scolded my maid?!
THE REASON THAT SHE SCOLDED MY MAID WAS JUST BECAUSE
MY MAID DON'T GIVE HER THE FOOD THAT SHE WANT AS IN MY GRANDMOTHER'S BOWL THERE'S ALREADY THAT SAME FOOD?!
AND MY GRANDMOTHER ACTURALLY SAID THAT!
IT'S DIFFERENT!
OH WHAT THE HELL!
IT CAME FRMO THE SAME PLATE N IT HAD THE SAME INGREDIENT IN IT WITH THE SAME PERSON COOKING IT AND YET! SHE SAID IT'S NOT THE SAME!
THEN SHE BLAME MY MAID FOR NOT GIVING HER THAT FOOD!
SHE IS TOTALLY SHOWING HER FOOLISHNESS TO EVERYONE!

I SAID, its the same thing as the food in your plate! [trying to put some reasoning in her]
SHE STILL SAID THE SAME THING, BEING STUBBORN THAT WHAT IN THE PLATE IS DIFFERENT FROM WHAT IS IN HER BOWL!
then fine!
SHE SCOLDED ME THAT WHY I DON'T WANT LET HER EAT!
THEN I SCREAMED AT HER! CALLING HER NUTS!
and she said
WHO ARE U TO REPRIMAND ME?!
oh FINE?!
I DON'T KNOW HER RIGHT?!
OKAY!
FINE!
I SAID!
YA, I DON'T KNOW YOU!
then i walked away..

"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!
WHY ARE YOU IN MY HOUSE WHEN YOU DOESN'T BELONGS HERE!
YOU THIEF!
STEALING THE FOOD IN MY HOUSE?!" [thats what i felt like saying to her]

then my maid sat beside her eating dinner...
AND HERE COMES THAT STUPID, IDIOTIC PERSON SAYING
YOU SEE THAT GIRL[she only knows how to speak chinese i lazy to type chinese] WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG SHE STILL CALL MY GRANDMOTHER AND NOW..
I HAVEN'T EVEN LISTEN FINISH WHAT THE HELL SHE SAID AND I SHOUTED
I THOUGHT YOU DON'T KNOW ME LORH.. WHO CALL YOU GRANDMOTHER
YOU STRANGER!!

HA...
im bad perhaps?!
and fine..
the quarrel goes on...
and i believed..
it will never end..
UNTILS SHE DIES!

sometimes,
i wondered..
when she passed away..
will i even cry?
or will i be very happy until i went out to celebrate and say "HOORAY!!!" in my heart?!
ha..
i bet its the 2nd situation..

oh well!
lets talk about something happy :D!
school is ending!!
HIP HIP HOORAYYYY~~
FINALLY NO NEED GO SCHOOL AND I CAN SLEEP UNTIL ANY TIME I WANT!
but...
the o levels is coming T_T!!
BUT!
OH WELL NEVER MIND :D!
well...
jiamin told me to go to school tomorrow?
lol..
for god's sake I'm such a good girl of course I will go to school!!
mMm...
she asked me to go to school tomorrow as she wanted to take pictures?

hehe...
it's not the last day of school anyway...
we still have to see each other on the examinations day...
AND OF COURSE!
the GRADUATION HIGH TEA~
AND THE CLASS OUTING?!
AND THE COLLECTION OF O LEVEL RESULTS?! :D!!!
THERE'S STILL TIME TO LEAVE MORE MEMORIES FOR US :D!

truthfully,
i hope that we all could stay in contact xD!

sighh..

2008-10-03T16:52:00.002+08:00

None shall be greedy,
things could not exist to make every single person happy..
Every decusion made by you,
all i can do is to accept it..
With you and her together, i will not be there..
But,
when she's not there for you,
i will be most willing to be beside you..
I believe, you already realised that we are drifting apart,
that's a fact..
i could not exist with her..
None shall be greedy, you shall only choose one person..
Even though i had not asked your opinion,
but i believe that i know what's your decision..
i shall accept it..
Yes, I am avoiding you..
Maybe you realised, maybe you din't..
Since there was her..
i won't be there..
I'm just someone to be beside you when she left you alone..
I will comfort you, but,
is there anyone to comfort me?
I doubt..
Perhaps i don't understand you a lot..
Perhaps that's not what you want..
But since you could'nt make up your mind,
i shall help you decide and give you a push..
All i hope was that, both of you would be fine together..
I believed you know that i don't like her.. But..
she is still your best friend..
All i could do now is to pray for you that she won't do the things that she did in the past..
Previously when you quarrelled with her..
I stand beside you, wanting to amend both of yours relationship..
But you doesn't want my help..
In the end, both of you are back to normal without telling me..
Where do i stand in your heart?
I'm far away from you..
Now, whenever i saw you.. you are always with her..
Talking to her leaving me alone..
I'm a human..
i can't tell lies that i'm not jealous at all..
since it seems like you had made the final decision..
I shall leave..
When it's your birthday..
Have you ever wondered why I didn't give you a call and tell you happy birthday?
Maybe you didn't know the fact that.. You don't need me..
I'm just someone to accompany you when she left you alone..
So,
why shall i do things that will embarrass myself,
by telling you happy birthday?
The fact is that, you won't bother much..
I'm always the one thinking too much..
I shall give up..
Perhaps you didn't realise that I'm always giving you excuses that i couldn't call you due to some things..
But,
God knows if I'm really not free..
Whenever you tell me about the things that happened between you and her,
And how she made you laugh..
My heart hurts..
I am not able to make you laugh but.. instead i made you more troubled didn't i?
However, i still tried to put on a smile on my face; talk to you normally with bright smiles on my face..
Now, its all useless..
I can't bring myself to end this ***.. so..
The only thing that i could do now is to..
Let go..

2008-06-13T09:47:00.003+08:00

heheh...
ps so long no update :X~

mMm..
so...
nowadays nth really happened LOL!
:X...

ytd...
went out to bugis.. :D!
wif xh,ah gong and char..
then we went to shop at bugis street o.o~

lol..
then we reached there too early!
then not all shops are opened X_X~~
then we walk walkwalk..
walk in rounds X_X...
n...
we went to buy earrings? :X~
i bought 2 pairs of earrings and a bangle :D!

then..
after tat...
walk in rounds too many times dao we sians le..
then we went to downstairs...
:D..

ok..
1stly, ah gong n char saw clothes and they bought it..
LOL..
they keep buy :X..
although is diff colour LOL..
then ok ..
after tat..
is they buy again LOL!!
:X~
n yaa..
then we cont to walk~
n in the end...
the 4 of us...
bought the same clothes of the same colour :X~
LOL...
can wear the same go out :X~

then...
char sayy no money le T_T!
will be tempted? then we go off? LOL..
oh ya..
n..
after we bought that shirt...
we walk awhile...
then we realised..
theres a shirt of the same price n it looks the same..
but the button is diff o.o~
LOL..
then char at there arhh..
she wan tat 1 LOL..
but no choice :X..
cannot refund LOL!!

:X..
then we went back to bugis junction o.o~
n... mMm...
we walk walk...
then walk up to the cinema there...
sit down LOL..
zuo bo :X..
dunno wad to do O_O~
discussing wad movie should we watch...
n then..
in the end!
we decided to watch narnia :D!

then we go down~ all the way down~ to buy tickets o.o~
kekes...
then since its still v early!
by 1 hr :X..
then we went to find kfc to da bao inside LOL...
:X...
take it as lunch :X~~
then..
we walk walk..
walk dao arcade LOL...
see ppl play the basketball OMG!
so pro O_O!!

then after which.. we went to kfc~
dunno y got 1 donut smells like long john silver!
make mi tink that bugis got long john =.=ll
then arhh...
i felt like eating long john but bugis dont have D:!

then o.o...
go to cinema~
times up~..
we go inside...
start eating LOL!!!
the lights arent even off yet :X...
we went in quite early though... x.x...
then...
yeah..
after eating finish my burger...
the show starts LOL!!
:X...
then we watch n eat fries XD!

the show hen hao kan!
anyways..
shaw tower the air conditioner like spoil =.=ll so hot...

X_X..
ok end..
then after watching movie went back home..
while going back home..
got 1 guy...
i tink..
rush inside mrt...
cos the door closing larhs..
then we standing too behind :X...
nid wait another mrt :X~
then...
the door close O_O..
n kiap dao him =X~
so scary~
xD!

n then went home then hor...
change clothes all that...
then on comp..
play maple o.o...~
yupp..
n then...
wtf...
go event n ...
i died?!
becos i 4got to on magic guard!
WAD DA TOOT!!
then hor...
the ppl ..
i ask them ress mi!!
NO1 WANTS TO
THEN WTF
THEN I DAMN BUAY SONG
THEN I GO OFF?!
N MY BRO BESIDE MI PLAYING OSO!
WAS LAUGHING LIKE SAI!
KNS LARHS!
FREAK!
ZZZ...
-end-

2008-06-01T19:35:00.002+08:00

today is my grandmother's bday celebration :D!
although her bday is last wk...
but my auntie is busy last wk so in the end...
it turns out to be that....
the celebration is today...

i ate... a bowl of rice... vege and meat? got oyster meat :D!.. LOL but i dont like it :X...
i dont eat it :X... even though my uncle can cook well o.o!
n i ate 1 piece of kfc chicken...
popcorn chicken...
fishballs...
pizza..
icecream...
mMm..
no more le LOL!!

then my uncle gave mi a soft toy..
:D! its so cute xD!!
n he gave mi a keychain too :D! cuttie...
this keychain has a name of mine =.=ll
lol....

2008-05-31T15:38:00.003+08:00

today went to the bottle tree park?
go prawning :X~
woke up at 8am to bathe n prepare~
then 9am set off to take bus :X...
then its so stupid...
my sis n i waiting the bus for 20mins then it came -.-...
then we are late :D!
LOL....

ok....
then we reached there...
since i alrdy said its prawning...
so of cos catch prawn norhs o.o~
then arhhh
starting catch none -.-...
dont even know when the prawn ate the meat on the hook...
then..
ok raining o.o~
my sis caught her 1st prawn~
LOLL!!!
then after tat my turn~
i oso caught 1 :X...
n ya.. i only caught 1 in that... 1hr -.-...? or less? :X~
then....
my sis caught the 2nd 1 o.o~

then then... my sis de friend de child... say she wan play...
i mean she wan fish o.o~
then ok let her use the rod :X...
then in the end...
she caught 1 v v v big prawn... wif lots of eggs o.o~
high cholesterol.. LOL....
:D!
n after tat...
she caught another... 2...
so in the end she caught.. 3 T_T!
im so shi bai~ :X~~
worse than a kid O_O!!

ya then after tat...
we went to eat lunch~
n they chit chatting n i was just sitting there eat eat...
n listening to wad they were talking abt D:!
boredd~~

ok then... mMm...
i wan longkang fishing narhs D:!
y is 6~12 yrs old T_T!!
i cant D:!
overage D:!!

haiis....~
then the...
go bbq the prawns o.o....
but... well..
i didnt eat it o.o~
the prawns are still moving n they...
go bbq it o.o~
omgg!! so cruel o.o~~
:X~~
the prawns there..... moving?! while they were on the bbq pit?!
arhh...
so cruel :X!!

ok after tat...
went home o.o~
ben lai wan go ang mo kio de...
then in the end sis tired...
then i go home myself D:...
n she go her office n work... ~_~...
=/.....
n i get myself lost in ang mo kio -.-....
cant find the busstop ~_~...
)!@#@#@$@#@%#%#$^)*$_^($*%$...
ok nvm!
in the end i still found it :D!
N!!
IM SAVE AT HOME NOW~ XD!!

2008-05-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

jellie made mi do this~ LOL~~~~

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

*1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-walk away and tell myself i will find some1 better? LOLL!!! i dont know :X... if not.. slap him? :X... the common reaction seen on tv LOL!!

*2 if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-i will wish that... i have tons of money that i will nvr be able to finish it :D! $_$~... im money-faced :X~

*3 If your house was on fire, what is the one thing you would take to preserve?
-of cos is money larhs -.-..... if not how to buy things n survive? money wont drop from the sky o.o~ LOL... im xian shi :X... got money then can buy new clothes and hse and everything that was burnt? LOL :X...

*4 What would you do with a billion dollars?
-i will... go n spend it :D... shopshopshop~ n save some in the bank n get interest? or go invest :D!

*5 what's your ideal lover like?
-no idea :D? must be shuai? cleverer than mi? rich? must have 5Cs? LOL.. although i dont know wth is 5Cs :X....

*6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-being loved by someone... at least u wont get the chance to heartbreak n u will be treated well by the other... rather than loving some1 yet they doesnt treasure u? the heart will break? n its sad D:!

*7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-no idea... o.o... mMm.... i dont tink love can be everlasting though... LOL :X~

*8 if the person you like, likes another person, wat would u do?
-ooo... gave up on him then....? :X...

*9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
-ya.... alot =/...

*10 What cheers you up the fastest?
-talking to my friends :D!

*11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
-be a taitai LOL!!!! :X~ jk~ erm.. an office lady? work in office de banker? ><~~

*12 who are currently the most important people to you?
-mMm... diff qns... D:! all ppl are impt to mi.... =/... including my rivalry? LOL :X~

*13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-A... kind girl :D! n pretty :D! n... LOL.. dont know ~_~...

*14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
-no idea.. i dont know wad i will be like in the future so im not sure wad i will choose o.o~ if i really like some1 tat much or rather i love him until i am willing to die for him... i will choose married but poor o.o~ but if is i doesnt like tat person y bother to marry LOL!!

*15 what do you do during the holidays?
-slp,eat,play comp :D,do hw, go out! N GO SCH ._.!!

*16 would you give all in a relationship?
-hohohoho... dont know o.o~

*17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-there is only 1 heart... how to spilt it into 2? :X~

*18 what type of friends do you like?
-funny n caring ppl xD!

6 ppl to do this thing:
YanLing-AhGong
Alina-AhPa
Emily
HuiLeng
Sammel
YanYan-Jie

2008-05-30T16:24:00.003+08:00

ahahaha....
v long no post le? :X~~
hehehehehs...
:D!!
ok today yeahh!
hooray~
holiday le :D!
LOL....
just now at mac wif ahgong,char,ah lin,emily,shanying and sandy :D!
at there... gossiping?! LOLLLL~~~~
san gu liu po :D!!
b4 that went to kfc eat lunch o.o~
then ah gong say ah lin call her then they at mac o.o
then we go find her LOL..
then in the end we sit there damn longg~~
:X....

ok!
today's emaths test :D...
HORRIBLE :D!
YEAHH~~
cher no call us bring compass -.-...
then cant draw the triangle -.-..
ok nvm :X...
then oh well :D...
alot dont know how to do LOLLL....
xD...

after emaths mock exam.... :D...
having physics spa o.o~
ok then it sucks like shyt?!
tio burnt by the wire -.-...
GRR!!
ok then....
eeps!!
the graph..
SO DAMN WEIRD!
then mr lee last min say no nid draw y-intercept
then i go take new graph paper wan redraw...
then i drawing the x-axis... then mr lee came to mi...
then i put my previous 1 at 1 side marhs...
then he go ask o.o~
how come i go redraw...
then i say cos no nid y-intercept?
then he say nvm...
then find lorhs...
i dont redraw norhs o.o~
i realised...
i keep then then then o.o~~
HEHEHEHE :X...
english lan is like this xD!

then then!
ytd's combined humanities :D...
more cham :D
totally give up!!
AHAHAHA~
then hor..
i doing hist paper that time...
then i put my head on the table n tink marhs...
cos dont know wad to write...
then mr goh came and asked mi...
U GIVE UP ALRDY?! SO FAST?!
then i was like -.-.....
then i say...
no.... i tinking...
:X...

hehehehs...
then the on weds tat physics mock exam :D...
yeah~ flunk WAHAHAHHAA!!
LOLLL.... :X.....
on tues... o.o~ emaths...
ok larhs...
didnt really study =/...
paper 2 o.o~
lalalala...
dont care :D!!
xD
-end of my this wk?-

2008-05-26T22:39:00.003+08:00

lalala...
just to tell u all..
the ans for chinese o lvl :D!!:
1. 3
2. 4
3. 2
4. 4
5. 1
6. 4
7. 3
8. 2
9. 1
10. 2
11. 2
12. 2
13. 3
14. 2
15. 1
16. 4
17. 2
18. 1
19. 3
20. 1

if im not wrong this will be the ans :D...
its given by some1... a teacher O_O~...
lol...~

2008-05-26T13:32:00.002+08:00

had... o lvl chinese today... n it...
sucks like shyt D:!

haiis!!
today morning cant wake up ~_~...
so tired.... when i ytd..
ming ming 9+ slp le... -.-...

then...
today... at sch D:...
stomach keep pain T_T....
aiyaas!!

then then!! paper 1 ~_~....
they say nid paste the sticker...
then i was like...
paste whr -.-..
the box so small..
the sticker so big...
i paste will come out sia ~_~...

then..
arhh...
i do si han..
i wrote until... almost 3 pages?
its like damn long -.-..

then compo.. i write bao zhang bao dao...
i wrote until... almost 4 pages...
then it was like..
WAH LAO!!!
-.-..
totally crapping...
~_~...

then... no time check T_T...
arhhhh...
then i doing paper 2 that time then realise i wrote 1 word wrongly D:!!!
arhhhs T_T...

then..
paper 2 was fine...
alot time -.-...
was there...
in slping mode :X...
lalala..
staring into space..
still got alot time left ~_~....

LOL...
ok :D..
then i reached home now :D!!
CHEER UP ALL OF US :D!
lol..

tmr got emaths -.-...
mock exan -.-...
n prelim english oral.. -.-....

2008-05-25T16:22:00.003+08:00

something that i drawn myself :D
using photoshop xD!
cos...
im lazy to study n do hw...
so i end up..
doing this ~_~....
oh well xD!

2008-05-25T09:54:00.002+08:00

tiredness in my life...

im really tired...
im tired of doing these things...
yet some of u doesnt appreciate it...
im tired..
i know...
perhaps some of u might tink that im so kpo..
y should i do those things when i doesnt have to do so...
i do all those things... becos..
i wanted we all to be bonded together...
and stay as 1...
i wanted to fam/guild to be lively...
yet...
some of u tinks that im noisy...
and wanted mi to shut up..

fine...
thou shall be it..
i shall just...
shut up for now...
n rest...

im a nuisance...
i know that...
but..
wad i wished is just tat we will hold on together...
like wad the song in this blog is singing...
but...
cant u all just..
grant my wish?
is my wish that... difficult to come true?...

im stressed...
some of u felt that...
im noisy n yesh.. indeed... i know that...
but... some of u tinks that...
ya.. im making this fam alive?
perhaps...
i doesnt really knows...
should i just... shuts up or... cont to talk?...

im stucked in btw 2 positions...
wad exactly should i do?

haiis...
perhaps i should just leave...
im... totally...
exhausted...
i cant do anything for now...
i have no more energy to do anything...
i wanted to help... but mayb..
i didnt manage to help in anything..
but creates trouble...

ha...
im just useless...
=/...

ok...
mayb im just...
stressed up btw the fam/guild n my o lvls....
tats y im feeling low bcos of that...
im....
haiis..
i cant control my feelings?

im just a human...
im really tired of trying to uphold my smile...
im tired of trying to put a fake smile on my face...
so that..
at least...
u all could just...
tinks that im happy..

now...
i cant hold on my smile n smile to u all...
n let u all be happy too..
cos i believe that... if some1 smiles at u...
u will feel better too...
but...
for now..
i have no more energy...
i shall just....
charge my energy and make myself lively n able to smile again...
when that days come...
i will be back..

pls wait for mi...
i will become the past mi again...
very soon...
i believe as long as my exams are over...
i will return as my previous self..
mayb a little change... but...
it will be a change to the gd side..=)....

n ya...
i have difficulty trying to put on a great smile on mi...
oh well..
i will let myself cheerup fast for now...
pls wait for mi to be back...

2008-05-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

习惯。。。

习惯是一件很恐怖的事。。
我。。不想习惯。。
习惯了。。就改不掉了。。
我。。不原意永远这个样子。。
我。。。要忘记你。。
忘记，有你在的日子。。
有你充满我的生活的日子。。。
我。。不要习惯。。
如果你离开了我。。。
那。。已经习惯了你的存在的我。。该则麽办呢？
所以。。
请你不要让我习惯。。
不要让我习惯你的温柔。。你的体贴。。
我。。不要永远都忘不了你。。
所以。。
不要让我习惯你的存在。。
不然。。
我必须花很多的时间才能把你从我的脑海里忘掉。。。
我。。。
不想习惯你在我身边围绕着我的日子。。
不然。。。
当你离开我时。。
我。。的身活会变成很空虚。。很空虚。。
请你不要宠坏我。。不然。。
我无法把你所为我做过的事给忘了。。
也就再也无法忘记你。。
请你。。
不要让我习惯。。
除非你知道你可以陪我一辈子。。一辈子。。
永远在一起。。
不会散开。。
不会分离。。
那样的话。。
我才能真正得告诉你，我忘不了你。。也不想忘记。。

呵呵呵。。
我总觉得我离题了。。
没关系。。
你们看得懂就好。。。 :D!!

2008-05-24T00:16:00.003+08:00

heheheh...
wasnt in a gd mood....
ytd?
since its 12.15am now....
D:....
haiis...
ah gong ps for giving u attitude.....

D:!!
oh well...
nth much to say but.....
let mi say same emo stuffs then LOL.....

emo no. 1: my xin qing?
wo zhi dao wo zhong shi yong wei xiao dui zhe ni...
ying wei wo bu xiang rang ni zhi dao...
ni dao di shang le duo shao...
wo bu xiang yao ni gan dao kui jiu...
suo yi...
wo zhi hao...
yong yuan rang wo de lian shang dai zhe xiao rong...
zhi shao ni hui ren wei wo hen kai xin...
bu guan wo gan dao duo me de cui ruo..
wo dou xi guan yong wo de wei xiao..
lai cang zhu zhe fen rou ruo...

emo no. 2: oso my xin qing?
i rather u not lie to mi but tell mi the truth...
even though its hurting...
i know u...
wanted to keep it as a secret so tat i wont be hurt...
but....
the truth that u lie to mi...
hurt mi the most...
u said u care for mi..
but acturally...
i rather u... hurt mi by telling mi the truth instead of hiding the truth
n letting mi get hurt when i.. heard the truth...
u lie to mi too much... until... i wonders..
whether should i trust u again...
or just.. turn arnd n walk away to prevent u from lying to mi again...

2008-05-22T18:41:00.001+08:00

LOL...
4got to say that...
:D!
yeah~
i asked my jie to buy mi wallet..
in the end char they all buy mi wallet o.o!
SO!!!
i called my jie to buy mi bag xD!

heheheh..
n then she say she no time -.-...
BUT!!
nxt time when got time then we go shopping tgt then buy xD!
YEAHH~~
HOORAYYYYYY

2008-05-22T17:04:00.002+08:00

ITS MY BDAY TODAY!
OMGS!!
IT SO NICE XD!!
WHEN I JUST WOKE UP...
I CHECKED MY HP o.o~
SMS BY ZHU XD!
sent mi a happy bday wish :D!
hehehes..

oh well..
then after tat i went to the kitchen right...
then i saw my mother!!
i go tell her!!
MAMA! TODAY MY BDAYYYY~
then she go say.. HUH?! NOT YTD MEHS?!
)(*$)(#&)$*&*)@#&!@*#)*@!#(_!@#@
WTH?!
CANT EVEN RMB MY BDAY!!!
GRR!!

oh well!!
after tat went to sch o.o~
then hor...
on the way saw char n shuang :D
then talk to them~
n they wished mi happy bday xD!
ok then...

here cames ah gong :D!
when the green man is going to come :D!
then she wished mi happy bday?
n gave mi my prezzie immediately call mi to...
take it mylsef ~_~...
ok fine nvm :D!
since it was my prezzie LOL!!!

then reached sch le hor :D!
ppl wished mi happy bday lorhs xD!
then give mi prezzie LOL...
jm is funny =X...
give mi woh's novel n say narhs...
ur bday prezzie =X....!!
LOL...

oh well.. xD!
then hor... :D!
they give mi the prezzie on the way to the class xD!
n here came ah gong....
'stealing' my tigger T_T!!
and yet doesnts wan to return mi T_T!!
-sobs-

xD but after all i still gets it back xD!
heheheh..
then hees~
after some lsns...
then here came amaths lsn :D!
MRS LOO CAME~
LALALAA...
i keep calling MRS LOO~ MRS LOO~~
LOL...
then i told her :D
today is my bday xD wish mi happy bday lehs =X...
then ah gong they all say must sing mi happy bday song =X....
lol..
but in the end..
she oso no sing ~_~...
but she wished mi happy bday :D!
-sweets-

ok then after all those lsns in sch :D!
we went to rp to eat... sinces there is still so much time..
b4 mock exam o.o~
then eat eat eat...
eat eat eat....
eat eat eat..
saw the mavis teacher at rp de?
then they say v shuai then go folo him n talk to him LOL...
eileen still take his pic -.-...
then i xia dao cos when he walking here... eileen like still take his foto!
then i faster hit eileen's hand =X...

hehehehs...
then went back to sch at 2pm for mock exam :D!
ok then then!!
ARHH!!
ITS SO BORING!
OMGS..
i was like writing halfway n i almost fallen to slp... =.=....
im like so damn god tired..
n i write halfway close my eyes n open i was like stunned... there...
then when i reading the passage...
i read read read...
then close my eyes yi xia xia...
then... open again O_O!!
wad am i reading just now?! OMGS~
then read again -.-...
ok then faster faster chiong finish then wanted to slp...
but in the end i went to read novels =x....
hehehehhs.... =X...
then read read~
pack bag~
sch ends :D!
n go home~~

then while going home... ah gong trying to snatch my tigger again LOL!!...
then ... i managed to stop her xD!
ok then.. walk lorhs :D!
and when reaching traffic lights char n ahgong tell mi happy bday~
then byebye~
n off i goes :D!
n end up here at home :D!

n was opening my prezzies xD
arhhs!!
u all are so sweets :D!
im so touched xD!
then then... sammel called o.o~
call mi go audi -.-...
then i go in lorhs...
n ppl wished mi happy bday oso xD~
n then... when i come out my msn was like...
flooded? =.=....
ok :D!!
thanks all of u for wishing mi happy bady :D!
loves all of u xD!

-ends of my beautiful n wonder 16th bday-

2008-05-21T17:01:00.003+08:00

hmMm...
ytd something bad happened!
oh well nvm lol...
=X..
ok then hor tuition right...
i almost late -.-..
cos keep play comp...
play play play..
play dao 4got timing =X...
then hehehehh..
after tuition go buy zhen's prezzie xD!!

then....
today :D!
morning went to have breakfast wif ah gong, ah lin and char :D!
ate 2 sausage, scrambled egg and kaya bread and teh~
THEN!!
CANT EAT FINISH -.-...
wasted my money? =X...

ok then...
today.... chinese mock exam =.=ll...
i tot it ends at 4pm...
THEN I FASTER CHIONGG MY ZUO WEN N END IT O_O!!
IN THE END...
i left wif 30 mins...
zuo bo -.-...
cos is 4.30 ends....
=.=....
then there nth to do o.o~

OH WELL!!
SOMETHING GD HAPPENED TODAY!
ITS DAMN GD!
I GET BACK MY SS MOCK EXAM TODAY :D!
OMGOSH!
I PASSED :D!
ALTHOUGH NOT WIF FLYING COLOURS!
BUT AT LEAST I GET 14/25!!
I PASSED!
OMGS!
ITS THE 1ST TIME I PASS MY SS =X!!
everytime oso get 1 digit...
NOW FINALLY 2 DIGITS KEKEKES!!
then i went arnd shaking hand wif ppl...
telling them the news LOL!!
=X...
-dramatic-
LOL...

ARHH!! waiting for tml to come~~~ :D!
faster come~~

-ends of my stories for these 2 days :D!-

2008-05-19T10:20:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHEH!! YTD :D!!
love pt in audisea ;D!
yeah...
ring upgraded :D!
heheheh..
then...
earn money in ubp,bubp,battle pt..
n..
then...
played battle pt until... 100k gone :D!
LOL ..
=X..
ok..
mMm..
nth much happened =X...
oh well..
tmr hav to go to sch T_T!!
i dont wan sch D:!!
eeeps!!
-ends-

2008-05-17T09:16:00.003+08:00

...
ytd...
i 4got to say...
im gonna flunk my amaths test :D!
=.=...
out of the 7 qns... i only know how to do qns 1..
which is the easiest of all..
and....
the least marks of all ~_~....
ok then...
ytd at night went to hougang mall :D... de arcade :D!!...
then meet wif jm,ah gong, jer, sooling, yiqi, and those newzealanders :D!
lol..
i had fun xD...
even though i only played 2 games LOL!!...
omggg... the drum nice to play sia... lol!!
even though my hand... vibrate~~ until v pain~
n then no strength~ but i still like it :D!
hehehes...
the newzealanders looks chio n shuai :D!..
lol...
n then... i tink not all hav fun bahs...
cos the newzealand de girls like v bored =X....
oh well.. then...
i played ddr oso...
miss miss miss~ LOL... =X... but i tink its fun :D!
lol... =X...
then hor....
after tat went to the playgrnd.. =X...
heheheheh...
so scary sia =X....
then 10+ set off to go home~
home sweet home~...
lol...
then...
came home all ppl at home le ~_~..
then my mother asked mi whr i go ~_~...
then i say i go hougang mall :D!...
oh well..
i dont wan go tuition today lehs D:....
but i have to go T_T!!...
sobbies~
-end-

2008-05-16T15:31:00.002+08:00

lalala~
today nth much happened... i tink o.o~...
ok so... my post will be short =X...
dont mind :D..
oh! i suddenly rmb...
my maid today went back to her country le~
lol...
a new maid came now...
n...
i saw wad she cooked...
i dont felt like eating ~_~...
haiis...
my lunch gone T_T!!!...
oh well..
then today at sch...
wah seh.. chinese p1 hor...
i write until so damn long ~_~..
i take full use of the 2hrs LOL!!...
i totally used 2 hrs to do finish the paper ~_~..
then today oso get back chinese mock exam ~_~...
wah lao...
so kns de the score O_O!!...
so shyty score -.-lll....
i tink i cant score well for my o lvls le T_T!!
-end-

2008-05-15T16:31:00.002+08:00

lol... havent been writing a post for a few days? LOL =X...
mMm..
so...
nth really happened these few days.. except my bro.. so kaobei...
he go lock the comp n then when he come back home he told mi
my sis lock the comp ~_~ WAH LAO JIAN! CHEAP!
then i go ask my sis... when can i use comp since she lock it..
then my sis say... not she lock de ~_~...
then she told mi is my bro say my mother call him to lock...
then FINE!
i go confront my mother =X...
then my mother say she didnt ask any1 to lock the comp!
WAH LAO! SO!! IT WAS MY THAT!! FREAKING BRO WHO CAUSED MI NOT ABLE TO USE COMP FOR A 2 DAYS!!
then mMm.. so i asked my sis to give mi the comp pw :D...
oh well.. then mMm...
tink is ytd... i sabotaged samuel? LOL..
cos he wasnt sitting in his position then cher ask then i ans? =X...
lol =X... im baddie :D
then heheheh...
now hor...
everyday must stay back after sch for mock exam for chinese T_T! sobs D:~
i dont wan mock exam larhs D:...
everyday stay until so late!
then today wah lao...
time pass so slow!!
i do finish at there slp like so long le then the time havent up ~_~....
sians lorhs...
then well... IM HOME NOW :D!! LOL!!!
-end-

stupid larhs...

2008-05-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

zzzz... wah lao my sis pro lorhs... go like tat... go lock the computer?! wth!!

wah lao hai wo cannot play comp ~_~...

kns...

zzz..

then today in sch get back chinese prelim paper.. wah lao =.=....

74.5/100...

tat o.5.....

stupids...

arhhhss!!!

so many hw today!! grrr...

then somemore... cant use comp =.=~~....

tian arhs!! im boredddd!!! to helll!!!!

dont even felt like writing in blog anything ~_~..

lazy...

bo mood grr!! who can let mi go to ur hse play comp? LOL =X....

wah lao... ben lai tot today can love pt de sia.... then.. aiyos!!!

my sis so pro lorhs... ytd at night when i was going to slp.. she oso going to slp...

in the end..

today comp lock le?! =.=.... li hai larhs... zzzz....

My BorIng WkEnDs

2008-05-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

kekes... ytd get married in audi :D!!~
happy :D!!
lol...
then mMm...
my boring wkends doing nth but playing comp =X!!
then..... hMmMmMmMmMm...
lol.....
then then....
D:
today morning wake up 1st thing is...
DO HOMEWORK!!!
SO MANY HOMEWORK LOL!!!
=X...
then only did part of it... -.-..
all dont know how to do ...
zzzz...
then anyhow do :D...
hehehes..
nvm tmr can go sch copy -.-!!
-end of my boring day-

2008-05-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

sians... ytd.... after i wrote that post...

i went to play audi X_X~

then...

earn le 1m ytd :D!!

lol..

and then help jm earn le almost 500k =X!!

then mMm...

stupid...

today morning =.=!!

my sister... wah lao... li hai lorhs...

i slp until so shuang she go singg songggg!!!

SING UNTIL SO SHUANG SOMEMORE...

I TELL HER I WAN SLP SHE SAY!!!
NOW MORNING LE QUITE LATE LIAOS SHOULD WAKE UP LE =.=...

ITS JUST 8+!!!

THEN FINE...

she finally sing hao le...

and i was going back to slp le...

then she GO PLAY PIANO!!

OMGGG!!!

HOW I SLP =.=...

then fine...

i have no choice but to wake up T_T!!

then here i end up wif...

writing this post =x...

lol.....

lalala...

ltr in the afternoon will in audi wedd :D!

-morning w/o enough slp-

2008-05-09T13:09:00.001+08:00

hees :D!!
i am bored today in sch :D!!
well.... amaths test... i wan dan le =.=...
arghh... totally do wrongly =.=!! dead~~~ T_T!!
ARHHHH!!!! T_T!!
OH WELL... THEN TODAY.... the the... ermerm.....
history lsn :D...
library~
yeah!! got aircon :D!
lol...
today is totally boring =x!!
no much thing happened =x!!
heheheh...
then hor... mMm..
ytd :D!!!
buy ppc n i like it :D so cute xD!!
ARHH x33
LOL...
oh well.. i really dont know wad to write le -.-..
totally crapping :D...
char today ask mi wan go prawning nots LOL!!!
prawning -.-...
i dont like to eat prawn X_X...
i mean seafood =x~
so ma fan still nid peel off the shell LOL!!! =X!
-end of my boring day-

Wonderful today~

2008-05-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

lalalala....
today in sch.... wah seh not bad :D not tired at all :D~~
today english lsn... hear ppl speak for the oral thingy =X...
hehehe... hen hao xiao xD!!
there keep laughing x.x~
then chinese lsn X_X~ COPY!!
copy maths hw LOL =x....~~
then cher tell us our oral results... wah lao -.-...
my score so kns?! 30/40 =.=...
the invigilator so strict =(....
bleahs... so unfair sobs T_T....
then... amaths lsn!! wahhhhh..... go through go through hw~
omggg... so many things i dont understand T_T...
tmr exam liaos =(.... wan dan le~....
then... T_T!!! cham~
aiyo.. then chemistry lsn :D!!
go chemistry lab :D...~
chemistry lab~ there lsn x.x~ not do practical =(....
i wan practical~~~~ lol...
then hor... at there have lsn then ermerm..... saw opposite class...
the combined science de... they at there doing practical~ lol...
then saw them look here then wave at us =x~ then keep look there smile :D n wave? LOL
then turn head back... somehow i felt tat... cher was looking at mi -.-...
then.... well... after all that.... have chemistry quiz T_T!! sobs...
then dont know how to do larhs!!! ARHH!!!! so diff =(...
then hor.... recess~
went to the canteen LOL.... then at canteen~
got the curry chicken smell~ which i can smell when at chemistry class~ LOL...
the canteen so empty~ then go canteen eat~
then after that cdp lsn~ then hor!!
we get physics paper to do =(
but~ in the end hor... mr lee teach us amaths =x...
li hai! pro!! although he can solve out n teach but i dont understand lol =x~
then.... mMm....
mrs loo came to teach us amaths :D!!
then she teach teach teach=X~
hehehe... then after that... sch should end at 1235 le marhs...
then she say those dont wan stay back can go off le lorhs...
then hor x.x~~
i still got stay back =x~ hees :D
then learn le how to do those qns :D
now understand more n have more confidence in my amaths test for tmr le!!!
YEAHS!!
hees =x..
then... after tat went home~
then.... going out ltr wif xh to cp :D go buy ppc =x~
hehehe...
-end of my wonderful today :D-

MY SUCKY TODAY :D!

2008-05-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEH......
TODAY IN SCH...
THE SCH SUCKS AS USUAL... AND!! SS CLASS --> WANNA SLP
PHYSICS CLASS --> HEAD DROPPING
CHEMISTRY CLASS --> MIRACLE!!! IM AWAKE :D!!
lol...
then stupid~ nid stay back for amaths T_T!! SOBS!!!
i hateeee amaths =(....
get back test paper... =.=... wah lao... i score so lan T_T!! sobs...
then stupid larhs... i copy hao correction that stupid cher still there nag mi kns?! lol... i play rubics cube cannot mehs -.-... i oso copy finish liaos...
then then! =( I WAN WATCH MOVIE!!!! T_T!!! MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE~~~ LOL...
and then reach home nth to eat somemore wah lao.. -emo-....
then T_T!! starve until now... then eat lunch =.=.... haiis... i so poor thing =x.... lol...
yup.. then play audi.. X_X~...
lalalala..... n well... it is boring n it sucks.. but no game le =(...
arhh
-end of my sucky today :D-